Ecstatic Smile

Last night I spent 5 hours talking non-stop over coffee with my most favorite ate. Last night I talked and she listened.Sometimes you feel like you are alone in this world and no one understands how you feel but last night it was all clear to me. I realized how much I’m loved.Loved by the people I expect to hate me and never forgive me. Sadly, I can never turn back the time, I just have to live with what I have and make the most of it.Despite my imperfections I was forgiven and I learned. Right now I still don’t understand why but I know one day my questions will be answered in the right time and right moment. :’) 

(Source: -sanfckingdiegoo)

-I wish I could tell him this.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

——-wishing sometimes we are capable of deleting thoughts but Memories are all we have left..

my favorite thing! <3

These are SOME GREAT MEMORIES that I can think of at the moment but this are the moments worth sharing. :)

JUST FOR ONCE LET ME POST THIS…ONE DAY THAT’S ALL I ASK.

I LOVE….

…the way you always handle me with care everytime we’re together

…the blue shirt you were wearing the first time we met

…the doughnut you gave me because you were late

…remembering our first mass together at St. Joseph’s Church

…talking to you about everything, anything and nothing

…making your favorite food (salad,sopas,pasta=CARBS)

…how much you crave for our comfort food

…seeing you eat with all your heart and stomach out!

…your childish face everytime you eat jellies and dragon egg chocolates :D

…enjoying BK’s Whopper Promo for a year!

…how you convinced me to eat amplaya

…isaw  moments while walking on our way home

…eating at Chowking every lunch with you

…Wendy’s Frosty Coffee Jelly with You after class

…MCDO OVERLOAD EVERYDAY

…Taco Bell’s Belly Heavy Meal #3 (soft taco please!)

…waking you up in the morning no matter how early it is

…spending time with you doing nothing

…looking at you outside your classroom door everytime I wait for you to finish your exams

…waiting for you even if it will take me hours and hours to wait

…hearing mass with you every Sunday

…the orange watch you gave me

…the surprised looked on your face when we bought your Sony MP3

…irritating you hahahaha! :D

…it when you frown your face with your “kunot noo look”

…playing with your hair

…watching movies together (DVDs most of the time)

…seeing you after my duty wearing your maong shorts!

…your “loose” shirts and how it irritates me seeing you wearing those

…the way you wear your “GWAPO” shirt with conviction :D

…the look on your face everytime I’ll surprise you with FOOD (never fails!)

…making you birthday cards, monthsary cards no matter how big or small they are

…doing errands with you (grocery,marketing)

…taking pictures with you until we fight because you never take it seriously

…reading your messages during monthsaries and anniversaries (1st time to make long text messages)

…your VERY SHORT replies

…scribbling your name everywhere :’)

…the tissue papers you gave me with notes on it :)

…the long stem rose you always give me during Valentine’s Day

…playing at timezone with you :)))))) (we are both kids inside)

…giving you a massage

…holding your square nails..hahahaha! :)))))))))

…your SURPRISED face every birthday you have when you know all along that I’m coming with a “surprise” birthday cake

…staring at your heart shaped face (Nobody notices that for sure!)

…kissing your forehead

…your DIMPLES

…playing with your super matangos nose!

…your flat foot! :p

…arguing whether who loves the other more

…leaning on your shoulder and telling you how my head fits it perfectly

…making you post it notes and hiding it on page 13 or chapter 13 of your books

…you biting my cheek (though it hurts :(((( )

…seeing you walk towards me after your class and giving me a peck on my cheek

…walking in the rain and letting our hands get wet because we don’t want to let go

…every effort you give whenever I need you to be there

…your FAMILY

…how you made the unluckiest number a very special day for me

…the way you loved my family and becoming the kuya for my 2 sisters

…seeing the boy that I fell in love with turn into a GREAT MAN

…YOU

But now…

I LOVE SEEING YOU HAPPY EVEN IF IT’S NO LONGER WITH ME.

I’m not a bad person. I’m just a person who made the wrong choices and that makes me normal I guess. I just hope that one day I’ll find my own happiness too and by that time I will do my best to keep it with me forever.

-and this is what i want to tell you, if only i can.

(Source: astralcoral)

Mistakes only make you realize that you can always be a better person,remove all your regrets and appreciate the lessons learned along the way :)

(Source: anditslove)

It is my first time to create a blog. I think that writing will help me ease the pain away.Slowly and surely i know that the right time will come. I want to be a better Rio and improved one who learned from her mistakes. And as I take my journey in life I want to share it to everyone. Maybe I can inspire someone and make life changing moments :)